lunchgirl @lunchgirl@monads.online

Something about today has me stuck thinking on the cruelty and violence of our time in history

Killed an arachnid witch of chaos, but now her sister is the head priestess of your new church??? That's dark souls babey ​

Gonna drop a #thankwraith for the latest Anathema newsletter thing on the texel lighting technique they implemented - it seems even cooler now that I get the context!

After this, I think I would like to get GRS someday

I got a little euphoric, especially when I tried on some pants. But the overwhelming feeling was one of... Yeah, that's my crotch. It felt very, very normal to have this thing that could be a vagina under the tape. My penis is the quirky oddity, like an injury without pain. Like something that causes your body to behave in a novel way that necessitates accommodation.

I didn't consciously feel bad (dysphoric?) about my penis before this. I was expecting to be ambivalent, or to experience a shot of euphoria the way I did when I got my bra

Tried this for the first time tonight. It went ... okay!

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Tbh I imagine a lot of non-leftists might be in this boat - I could see one hating capitalism, but expressing that by trying to ruthlessly game the system until you're the one up top. All the arguments for the efficiency of markets or whatever are the comforting rationalizations deployed solely because there's a faint strain of democracy about the place, though die to be stamped out.

Idk

There's catharsis in seeing a farce made of the system that's slowly grinding away at the world

But also a not insignificant number of workers are leveraging their retirements on hedge funds (if I understand what a 401k is supposed to be?) and seeing that endangered seems bad for people who maybe don't deserve it?

But then again any end to capitalism would involve the same, leading a class of people into effectively a hostage situation. Either embrace their chains or jettison the promise of freedom from them later in life.

I am genuinely not sure I have the perspective or knowledge of theory to untangle this, or know what to think.

trans femmes and wanting pressure on our chest, a feeling of discomfort without it (especially at incidental touches). Wearing a bra seems to relieve this. I've seen this in myself (pre-transition) and others seemed to have had this experience...

Genuinely unsure if this is a boob thing

For those who've tried it (especially as an admin) how is misskey?